Jeremymicah's Journals

Enclosed in this Circular Triangle?

Dosn't wanna write anything fancy

Dosn't wanna cry

Dosn't wanna live alone

Dosn't wanna try

Missing everything I never really knew

But most of all just missing you.....

Let me out!

Wretched dank hallways and bloodstained floors

Horror movie backdrops to these evil chores

Hungry anxiety comsuming my soul

Bring on the pain,to be so bold

Promised I'm never leaving again

These four spinning fan blades are my best friends

If locked in this prison the world will be safe

The day you see black you'll know I've escaped

-The words of monsters can't be taken as a bad thing until you've seen the world through their eyes. Were all monsters......just not yet exposed.

Kon-fuze-on

I can barely handle this scandle were trying here

Lonely yet crowded,accomplished and confused

You face is an addiction,but your one incompletion

Is riding a river with forks of affliction

Who knew paradise was in your arms

Yet who knew hell came entwined with charm

Your heart races and races,embraces and traces

This final excape to uncharted places

She can't speak to be unique

This chique retreat that buries her deep

Can't build success with chewed gum and straws

Can't be a thing with all of my flaws

How come you're my Summers day breeze

But im just an anchor in your seven seas

Tonights first star I'm wishing for you

To open your eyes and just see me through

The Rain

As were driving home

The rain on the windshield makes me want to tell you

Just how I've been feeling for quite some time

This depression and anxiety

Are taking quite the tole on me

But I'm not gonna let this die, I'm not gonna give into the fight

Things may not be as bad as they seem

The guy in the other lane's in more of a hurry than me

Things may not be as bad as they seem

As we turn onto the interstate

You sleep against the window and it makes me think

About the places that were gonna go

About the life that we'll control

These remarks and mental pains

Soon enough won't mean a thing

I'll hold you until the clouds roll out, I'll hold you until the sun shines down

Things may not be as bad as they seem

The guy in the other lane's in more of a hurry than me

Things may not be as bad as they seem

There are two types of people in the world today

The ones that need a healing and the ones that need to get away

Anything forever is just too unreal

The kind of thing you find in a hollywood film

I used to think life was like a fairy tale

But the truth be told it's just another living hell

You've gotta learn to live through the mishaps

The heartbreaks and the backstabs

Things may not be as bad as they seem

The guy in the other lane's in more of a hurry than me

Things may not be as bad as they seem

Are you in or do you fold?

Don't push the bet if you can't handle the sweat
If you lose it all, you just gotta deal with it
Trusting words like pulling slots
Wholesome thoughts with cheating plots
Some take it easy, some chase the stars
Some sell out venues,some lose the heart
Slow down and grow up, the clock wants a compromise
Shaking these hands, dreams are but suicide

The becoming of....

Calm down sweetie and don't regret

Just take your time on that cigarette

Because the night's still young, and so are you

He must be blind because your too damn cute

Commitment's a chellenge, to some it's a threat

Avoiding good things like there hospital beds

But if a picture can speak a thousand words

Why cant he say just three words to you

Chin up pretty and catch your breath

Your halfway through that cigarette

Although many men would take your hand

Your fretting on some other man

Blind to your passion and blind to your beauty

Treating your heart like it's jury duty

Open your mind, your spirit's set free

The back burner's not your destiny

- "Sorry baby" is all she said -

As she was stomping out her cigarette

"Life's not all it's cracked to be"

"Yet time's too short to be a tease"

Why are the innocent attracted to pain

And why do the careless have so much to gain

Our eyes growing blinder, feelings corrupt

Forgetting to love, and following lust

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